The poem ‘I Want to Die! – Poetry Suicide’ is a wonderful complete story that has been narrated using the all-too-powerful black verse for an immersive experience.
Furthermore, this poetry suicide piece has many chapters (parts), so just ensure you read them all to know about the full story!
So, are you ready to get excited?
Proceed further, a saga awaits to unfold!
Behold! Thou will wonder what will come next!
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Happy Life (Part 1) – The Beginning of Poetry Suicide
Hope you loved the poem ‘Woman I Loved: Poetry on Suicide,’ and now the time is ripe to proceed to yet another fantastic one, namely I Want to Die! – Poetry Suicide that covers the life of a man who falls in love with a girl. It means that, basically, you are going to read a Love Story…oh no, a slight correction, a baffling Love Story!
The below mentioned poetry suicide starts with love!
A man meets a beautiful girl and the story starts. He falls in love with the girl, who seems to be always cheerful and always smiling.
The time of the story is set around the spring season, the sky is clear, and there is happiness to be found everywhere and on every branch. Flowers are blooming freely and the air is rich and carries the fragrance too far. The birds are happy to sing and praise the spring season.
The spring has a calming effect on humans too, bringing happiness and pleasure to the eyes, and even more important, it accentuates the feelings of pleasures and happiness. Indeed, an appropriate time to fall in love with a beautiful deserving girl. The man is quite happy too.
The below story ‘I Want to Die! – Poetry Suicide’ narrates the first ‘happy life’ phase of the man and spring season at best!
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I Want to Die! – Poetry Suicide – Happy Life (Part 1)
I loved a girl, a sweet girl,
And I was a happy man;
The spring was at best and
Flowers bloomed happily;
The tree so happy with
Bowed branches and twigs!
The shade was fragrant; yes, it
Carried the fragrance of flowers to
Places far and best; the house a mile away
Used to smile and smile as it had a glimpse
Of the spring trees, all round and beautiful,
And birds that passed by sat on the silky branches
Of the spring tree. God, a wonderful view and
Overall, a wonderful love to engage with,
A wild girl all beauty and smiles made it
Even more wonderful and worth living for!
The Fair: Part 2
In the second part of ‘I Want to Die! – Poetry Suicide,’ we will see that the man once had a chance to visit the local fair. As expected, it was busy and full of life.
Sellers were happy to see the crowd and buyers were quite happy too to get so many choices to finalize their purchases. Children were having a great time with toys, different kinds of swings, and so many things more. The man was very happy and had good vibes and he decided to eat an ice-cream!
Now enjoy Part 2 of the poem…
I Want to Die! – Poetry Suicide – The Fair (Part 2)
I was a happy man, and my life smiled
And nature’s perfume made it richer.
I was in fair, a total recall, people engaged
In activities like shopping, eating, etc.,
And children too noisy with the first-held toys
And outing to a fair. I was also happy and the fair
Was busy. I saw an ice-cream man shouting,
‘All flavors of ice-cream, come eat, eat, eat!’
I went closer and asked him for a strawberry flavor,
To which he took no time to serve.
I licked my ice-cream, cold and pressing,
And licked again and then,
Opened my mouth to take a full bite.
Just then, I heard a sweet voice ask,
‘An ice-cream sir’
‘Which flavor’
‘Oh, sorry, strawberry,
They are my favorite.’
‘Yes mam, right away. There you go. Enjoy!’
First Meeting Effects: Part 3
In this third part of ‘I Want to Die! – Poetry Suicide,’ the man is seen enjoying his ice-cream as much as the lady just next to her. The girl is tall and beautiful, her voice cheerful, and she carries a great smile on his face. What to expect more, she is not from the place where the man lives.
The man finds the girl so charming that he immediately starts comparing her to the beauties of nature, including grape vine, sunset, and vast sea!
I Want to Die! – Poetry Suicide – First Meeting Effects (Part 3)
I saw the girl making merry
While eating ice-cream.
She was really very beautiful,
And she had indeed a wonderful smile.
Tall like me and a broad smile to bewitch,
She was not from the place I lived.
A typical country girl, she seemed at peace
With inner beauty and lovely as the word ‘LOVE.’
A real beauty she was, intoxicating like grape vines,
Or the beautiful sunset and a sparkle at the horizon;
Like waves of sea, she gathered colorful shells,
The whale to come and dolphins in joy,
The glimpse of water everywhere,
And the joy of finding few ships with cheerful Sailors.
Like a mermaid she stood, all silky and grace,
A fair face, an upright nose, soft rosy lips,
Lined teeth, a broad forehead, suggesting
Good luck charm, and nice ears with shiny tops!
A fairy she looked and a fairy she was indeed!
A farm-type style graced her tight,
Simplicity and convenience her right!
She wore florals with matching tops
And a pearl necklace to appeal even more,
The air kissing her silky shiny hairs
With a pink and white ribbon to lace:
Indeed, her beauty traced unknown paths
And seemed busy writing chapters even more sweet!
The First Words to Share: Part 4
Part 4 of this poetry suicide piece narrates how first words and looks were shared by the man and the girl.
As you would see, things are soothing and calm but heart beats are chaotic in equal measures of rare happiness.
I Want to Die! – Poetry Suicide – The First Words to Share (Part 4)
The girl licked her ice-cream
And the man licked his,
Unaware, she first laid her eyes on him!
‘This ice cream is wonderful,’ she said
And smiled and her teeth shined:
A sparkle of lost love to be found,
A treasure to adore and clicked,
Her soft rosy lips glittered to be passionately kissed,
And her tongue rolled inside like a desert snake,
As tough the Shakespeare Hamlet again claimed:
I will speak daggers but use none.
The whole love to be found and softly kissed,
And eyes to look into deeply to find yet more love.
For him, she seemed pure love, a country-side love –
Lovely, lovely, tasty, tasty, soft, soft, ready to be served.
She was a perfect match, he thought,
Ideas subtle and ignited love spark:
I must marry her.
‘You look pretty in this floral dress.’
‘Oh, such beauty, you the first to comment…
I think it is just the usual kind.’
‘No…I mean yes…I mean…’ He shook his head,
Embarrassed and cursing himself for such a weak statement!
‘That’s the sweetest to happen to me…
Don’t worry I get you.’
‘Thanks’
‘Would you like to enjoy another ice-cream…on me,’ she chuckled.
And all the man could ever do was to shake his head!
Love Flourished: Part 5
Part 5 of the poetry ‘I Want to Die! – Poetry Suicide – Love Flourished’ narrates how love flourished between the man and the girl.
The first meeting between the man and the girl was quite tasteful. Both were happy and the fair lasted for a week. And the whole week they would meet at the ice-cream cart and share happy moments.
He was very happy that such a beautiful girl was his friend and his childhood friends even congratulated him many times. Every single day, he would buy her ice-cream till she was full and when she licked the last bite, that time, his happiness soared high and high, as though a kite cut loose.
One week was enough and both of them had their moments of ‘love at first sight.’ In the next week, during the afternoon, she came to meet him and looked cheerful.
‘I want to marry you,’ she said, ‘I mean will you marry this country girl.’
‘Yes, I would love to’ was all he could say.
‘I am so glad, I love you so much,’ she said, ‘…and I hope you would have the courage to pardon all my mistakes done so far…and I love you so much and would like to die in your hands.’
The man was really happy. Her words made him emotional and tears rolled down! He hugged her and kissed her. She looked gorgeous and fresh, and a lofty kiss made the air even richer with love.
I Want to Die! – Poetry Suicide – Love Flourished (Part 5)
A month of lovely love,
Hugs and kisses, looks in hub;
Where there are beating hearts,
Will thrive heats to exchange hearts:
He was a wonderful man and
She was a wonder woman,
All gorgeous and desirable.
The month passed like an eternal hell
For love birds in barren fields,
And still the marriage date came on time,
And now everything looked just fine!
They married in a church under the shadow
Of cross, just a handful of known faces to smile and clap!
The father completed the ritual:
‘Now shall both be declared man and wife,
You may now kiss the bride!
Remember, this marriage is a symbol of love,
You can now build a family under His White Wings,
And this will stand as a commitment to wade through
Both sadness and happiness, all seasons, and all moods.
Both would now have faith and stay united till their last breath!’
The Bad News: Part 6
Love Flourished: Part 6 of the poetry suicide poem ‘I Want to Die! – Poetry Suicide’ will take you through the bad chapters of life, where suddenly everything ceases to exhibit normality. In other words, things become abnormal and the whole life becomes twisted and emotions roll badly.
I Want to Die! – Poetry Suicide – The Bad News (Part 6)
The nuptial knot they tied so soon,
Blessings poured like heavenly rain:
He took her to a hotel room in the nearby town,
And she wore a fantastic white gown.
However, the clouds didn’t look friendly,
The lights went out and the town looked ghostly.
Few candles he lit and his hand shook for a moment when
The roar of lightning sounded bad and he nervously started to count to ten.
‘Are you alright?’ She asked.
‘Yes, so far. The weather has gone bad.’
‘Come to me, don’t worry,
Share with me the tasty curry.’
‘I think we should have stayed there…
Um…we shouldn’t have come down here,’
He said. ‘It was a terrible idea to come so far.’
‘Nah baby, don’t say like this,
We still have lights in this
Hotel room.’
‘Yes, candle light room.’
‘Yes and it looks beautiful.’
Both sat in front of each other full
And their rings reflected the candle light full!
She looked gorgeous.
‘You are pale and don’t look someone who needs kiss,
But you still need to be kissed badly.
You are being superstitious and badly
Need to be kissed all over, darling,’
Saying she kissed on his forehead.
The second part of the ‘Suicide! Poetry Suicide! But Never Suicide’ will continue. So watch out for this space.
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Below you can find the summary of this wonderful piece of poetry suicide story in few words. This poetry suicide summary will be carried forward in Part 2.
I Want to Die! – Poetry Suicide: The Summary
A man and a girl
Meet over an ice-cream;
A fairy she was,
He had her lovely heart!
Behold! Both fall in love
And marry in a church
And went to the nearby town
Man in a suit and Lady in a gown!